Brienne writes

Yesterday after having written my blogpost, I realised while adding the labels that I've mentioned Daniel's book -  When before. I had to read what I wrote. I navigated to that entry and found out my website has been offline since my credit card expired. ;/ Why. has. no. one. told. me. *cries I spent the last hour trying to put my website back on the web.  I remembered a point in time I felt naked putting my words for everyone to read.  And I stopped writing. But now, I'm feeling weird, a bit sad to be honest.  Right when I'm starting my writing habit again, I hit a wall.  I think yesterday was a good post. But nobody can tell me now. People say you learn most when you're deep in the trenches. I have to learn fast and troubleshoot to get my website on again.  Makes me shift my perspective a little bit. What creative endeavours do I want to start? Do I want to sell something? I should just go ahead and launch and learn along the way.  No one's going to ...

Read somewhere about longhand writing having numerous benefits. I shall try it out and see for myself This is my first post writing longhand. --- A feeling. Today, an ex-student who walked past me exclaimed " Cher , I pass my Maths!"  I proudly replied "Keep up the good work!" I did a little dance inside. Happy he remembers I taught him last year. Proud of his never-die attitude. Do I want to let go of this 'life'? This part of me. The identity of a Math Teacher. Does this identity ever leave me? Are butterflies still the caterpillar that they were? It's scary thinking about it.  No.  It's exciting.  I'm excited to continue pursuing my dreams. I am no longer growing here.  My wings are slowly taking form.  Do caterpillars know they will have a new life?  Do they know that the days spent munching on leaves, crawling on many feet will one day be over? Is their transformation painful? Are they afraid of becoming something bigger than themselves?  ...